1) drugged up with cold medicine (or maybe just tired + unwilling to come back to 'real life'). a bit hazy/sleepy. can't really push myself to think things through, or to do anything that will require effort more than typing.
2) Nepal was fantastic. CORRECTION: the TRIP to Nepal was fantastic.
All you can imagine and so much more.
Something doesn't make sense? It makes sense in Nepal.
Can't imagine living without something (e.g. electricity, flushable toilets)?
You learn to live without it in Nepal.
3)Honestly I was shocked -- I was afraid it was the same thing all over again. But it wasn't as turbulent, or straining, or hurtful, as the first time.
All in all it was easier. The presence of children and a happy family definitely helped. Helped me remember that I didn't belong anywhere in that picture. Helped me forget. Easily. Easier.
4) But I probably never will give up on reliving that moment. And now I dream of going back, with someone just like Msbs/Bmsn.
5) Another thing I noticed during the trip was how many times I thought "How wonderful it would be if R could see what I was seeing!/ hearing/ feeling..."
And how little I thought of S.
Shows how much [the present] matters way more than [the past].
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