20190720

1. It's been 3 years. An anniversary of sorts. Been stuck for 3 years not thinking, not reflecting.

2. So I think I really need to shake things up now. Have a plan. I can't just keep on living like this forever. No sense of purpose or direction and unclear self-worth.

3. But the challenge is to do it stealthily. Just gotta start the engine and let folks know when the momentum is too strong to be killed.

4. So who am I this morning? 3x single and fat. And I don't want to be sad and fat.

5. And I know that I can't accept anyone unless I can accept myself. Unless I know myself and have confidence in that knowledge.

6. For the love of God, if you are alive somewhere, 제발 기척 좀 해라 ㅠㅠ

7. Still mourning what never was... ㅠㅠ