missing you already

missing you already...

"words", the last song, slightly leaning on me (just put your arm around me if that was the intention...ahem ahem), "이럴 땐 어떻게 해야 되나? 이렇게 한박자씩 놓칠 때는...?" (geez that sounds almost philosophical now that I think about it..;) "there're only words, and words are all I have to take your heart away♬"

that jazzy song that H made you sing again

cute little hippy, hippy shake!

three cans of coke, just for me (ended up refunding two cans)

MsP getting way too drunk and saying stuff like "우리는 사모님께 혼날 사이에요!" and singing 뜨거운 안녕인가 뜨거운 이별인가 like a gazillion times

"누가 오빠니? 내가!" ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아이고. I could have been nicer about that one.

아 젠장 이것도 다 안마시는 사람의 비애라니깐.
remembering what nobody else remembers. 의미부여ing to words and actions that weren't intended at all but a mere consequence of 'using substances'.


/ 오늘 지하철 타고 가면서 잠깐 생각한건데
memories of family vacations consisting of Switzerland, Rome, and other European countries, and of Thailand라고 생각을 하니까 쫌 부럽더라. 쫌 많이 부럽더라.
Why can't I -- why can't we-- look at a guy and see the man that he will become?
아 진짜...그분이 15년만 젊었어도 어떻게 좀 해 볼텐데... 이건 너무 게임이 안되잖아 ㅠㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
어디 좀 없나 비스무리한 사람, but around my age?


/ Sean where are you when I need you so much!
I need to talk to you about these things
'아무에게도 못 하는 얘기'들이 너무 쌓여가... 이러다 언제 폭발할 지 모른다규...ㅠ
아 진짜 when I see you again 그때는 정말 부끄럽다 체면이다 이런 거 없이 다 얘기할래.
- just knowing that you're alive somewhere on this planet makes me happy
- 그때 멍청하게 네 말 못 알아듣고 손 잡아주지 못한 거 미안해..
- 너에겐 정말 고맙고 미안한 일들만 많은 것 같아.. I will be indebted(?) to you forever, for what you have done. It was that important and significant for me.
- 그때 너 발목다쳤서 목발 짚고 다닐 때 끌고다니기만 하고 잘 챙겨주지 못해서 미안해ㅠㅠ
- you don't know how proud and happy I was when you told me I was the person who introduced Jesus to you.
- 역시 넌 내 자신감의 원천!
- Now the tables have turned, and I want to ask you to understand me


/ 새우깡 느흐흐흐흐흐흐 우후훗 음후후히히히 새우깡 새우깡 새우깡
생쥐머리사건땜에 좀 꺼림칙하긴 하다만;; 뭐 그래도.. it's already been years and Nogshim said they stopped working with that factory.
아 설레 설레 ///
진짜 I want to get to know you better.. 그런데 기회가 그렇게 닿을지? because I HATE studying economics and finance? But ya never know what the future has in store...
제발 MsO 멀쩡한 사람이길... 비나이다 비나이다
MrW 진짜 궁금한데 (그리고 잘생겼단 말야!! 어흑_) 수업시간이..월요일 저녁-_- 노땡큐.
Syllabus 보고.. 첫시간에 가보고 i will make a decision.