Wednesday, February 18, 2009

so soon

I never thought I would be disappointed in him so soon.
I'm trying not to let go, trying to justify his statements, thinking it's natural for him to think that way, since he grew up in a different country.
But I'm sorry kid, you might think you understand this country better than other KAs -- well you don't. Maybe you do, but just marginally.
You're a KA to the bones.
8 years plus an IS on foreign-owned land is enough to wash you out of your blood.
Not completely, but enough to make you a banana.
You'll never belong here.

Isn't it funny - I hate you for exactly the same reason why I (thought I) liked you.

And this is exactly why, if I keep looking for someone 'perfect' , I'll never find anyone, because such a person doesn't exist.

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