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 Some new discoveries today.

1. S seems to be no longer in B -- most likely to be with his mother (God bless her I hope she's okay) but could be job-related. Or both. How would I know. 

2. But his brother is having the time of his life (entertaining guests at his fancy apartment.. does this guy work at all?) so his mom couldn't be in a critical situation. His dad has another book out, so I guess no big changes. I just hope everyone is okay.

3. HC got married. On June 12th. We met on June 11th. And according to what I've pieced together from stalking the dark ends of the internet (and therefore accuracy is NOT guaranteed), it seems that he met the girl for the first time on June 12th. Ha. 

4. There is a chance that a remote exam might be offered. If that is the case... Register first, and then change address, problem solved(?). But I actually look forward to the trip - will I need melatonin? Maybe I should use some starting NOW.

5. All of this because I feel so fucking lonely. I don't want to feel like this when I go back to work... I need to learn to be at peace with myself. Alone but not lonely.