need to go on a diet

sure, it's a perpetual resolution that i always fail to follow through.. but most of the time I'm not even serious about resolving in my own mind to watch what and how much i eat.

This must have happened every year in winter without my noticing it, but this time i've noticed.

I've started to develop a huge appetite since winter vacation started. With only a wee bit of exaggeration, I feel like my stomach can digest an extremely filling meal (and I mean extremely filling as in I feel like my stomach could burst and I'm filled up to my neck with food) in five minutes. Ten minutes tops. I find myself wanting to eat a plate of baked potatoes/호떡/another bowl of rice/something else that is very filling and equivalent to another meal AS I AM WALKING OUT OF A RESTAURANT and on my way to the bus stop/subway station.

This phenomenon is starting to scare me. I knew I always ate a LOT for someone my size but it's never reached a point where my appetite has started to terrify me.

Thus the conclusion: if my body won't naturally reduce its bursts of desire for more calories, then i will have to forcefully restrain myself from eating (too much, or the equivalent of two consecutive meals). This is not going to be easy because normally I am very generous in giving my body what it wants.

So help me God.