대학교때도 난 혼자였어
but at least I had the illusion that I wasn't friendless
I mean, I did have friends back then.
And I hung out with them almost every day. And there were so many places to hang out with them and so many things to do with them in Seoul. The cafes, bars, restaurants, movie theaters, karaokes, museums, the campus itself, . . .
Here, I don't have anyone I can call "friend."
AND there is an utter lack of things to do together and places to hang out at.
No one hangs out at a cafe, they just stay in the library or room and study, play, eat, sleep, etc. there.
No karaokes or museums in this entire city.
Watch a movie? Eat out? Who has the money? Or the time? Are you out of your mind? You should be studying! Or applying for jobs! Or schmoozing to "network" with people who can offer you jobs!
What happened to me? What have I done (wrong)?
Do I have friends but am I just refusing to call them my friends?
Or do many people feel the way I feel? That we're all on our own here... That everyone is so busy staying alive, staying afloat, that no one really has the peace of mind to care about how others are doing.
Or maybe that's how I feel and maybe I'm projecting it on the rest of the world.
에라 모르겠다 이제 종강 일주일 남았는데 제발 수업좀 가자
이번학기도 성적은 보나마나 개판일텐데 (수업을 갔어야 말이지...)
All B- 받는 한이 있더라도 제발 C는 피해야 한다!!!!!
마지막 학기까지 C는 안되.
Must. Avoid. Cs AT ALL COSTS.
but at least I had the illusion that I wasn't friendless
I mean, I did have friends back then.
And I hung out with them almost every day. And there were so many places to hang out with them and so many things to do with them in Seoul. The cafes, bars, restaurants, movie theaters, karaokes, museums, the campus itself, . . .
Here, I don't have anyone I can call "friend."
AND there is an utter lack of things to do together and places to hang out at.
No one hangs out at a cafe, they just stay in the library or room and study, play, eat, sleep, etc. there.
No karaokes or museums in this entire city.
Watch a movie? Eat out? Who has the money? Or the time? Are you out of your mind? You should be studying! Or applying for jobs! Or schmoozing to "network" with people who can offer you jobs!
What happened to me? What have I done (wrong)?
Do I have friends but am I just refusing to call them my friends?
Or do many people feel the way I feel? That we're all on our own here... That everyone is so busy staying alive, staying afloat, that no one really has the peace of mind to care about how others are doing.
Or maybe that's how I feel and maybe I'm projecting it on the rest of the world.
에라 모르겠다 이제 종강 일주일 남았는데 제발 수업좀 가자
이번학기도 성적은 보나마나 개판일텐데 (수업을 갔어야 말이지...)
All B- 받는 한이 있더라도 제발 C는 피해야 한다!!!!!
마지막 학기까지 C는 안되.
Must. Avoid. Cs AT ALL COSTS.
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