발달장애 아동의 부모가 된다는 것

발달장애 아동의 부모가 된다는 것은.......................................................................................................

그 아이가 성인이 된 후에도 지속되며, 부모가 늙어 죽을 때가 되어도 편히 눈을 감을 수 없게 하는, 저주와도 같다................

다 나 때문이다.

It's all because I asked for it.

How would I have known I was asking for a curse that would last forever.

And now I will be forever haunted by the guilt about having run away from the curse I brought onto her,

leaving her to deal with all the consequences,

knowing that no one will be there to help her,

knowing that she will have to stand up against the world, all by herself.....

And knowing, on top of all that, that I am the reason why she must go through all that.

미안해요.

날 미워해도 난 할 말 없어요.