weak

The more I tell myself,

"It's going to be okay"
"I can do this"

The more I feel weak
The more vulnerable I feel, scared that I might be revealing my weaknesses

This is not easy.
I thought I'd been here before but it's nothing quite like what I've experienced in the years past.

But I'll walk on, at the meak hope,
(Yes, not so much faith but mere hope..)
that there may be something good at the end of this road...