20190930

To be understood
Is that too much to ask for?

20190928

I am unhappy.
I hate myself.

I am so clearly and obviously unhappy.
But I do not know how else to live.
I don't have the energy to make changes in my own life.

Life is already hard and boring, why give me this additional burden.... Such a heavy burden.......

20190929

지겨워. 지긋지긋해.
원래 삶이 이런 건가?
이래도 계속 살아야 하는건가?

20190906

그렇잖아도 겨우겨우 살고 있는데, 왜 그따위로 사냐고 하면....... 정말 그만 살고 싶다.