Sunday croquis

Went to church and saw someone who looked like 5W -- 백발에 흰 턱수염, maybe 5W would look like that in 30 years. He put the hymn books away before I could even thank him or tell him that it was okay. It was a bit spooky because I saw him when he was going into the chapel and thought he looked like 5W. And then I saw him again after the service.

Watched "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1" with D.
Ron still reminds me of S. He looks like and even sounds like S.
The silliniess. The boyishness.
Ron reminded me of S even when I was reading the books as they were being published.. back in 2001~2006. It felt weird because as the characters grow up, Ron and Hermione fall in love, but my relationship with S is more like Hermione's relationship with Harry. (Harry-Hermione kissing scenes were GROSS! Yuck! And the dacing scene was just so... funny and unnecessary.)
I know it's ridiculous and maybe even pathetic for a 25-year-old to be relating her life to Harry Potter out of all books.. My excuse would be that "I grew up with those books!"

Anyways. The main point is that I'm afraid.. Until maybe four or five years ago I was sure that we were BFFs and that he felt the same way. But since a few years ago I'm not so sure he feels that I am as indispensable to him as he is to me.