used

I know I'm exaggerating, but I feel so damn used when these things happen.
(Friggin' ajummas - don't they have even a smidgen of shame at all? I would rather sell 군고구마/socks on the street or flip burgers at BK or scoop ice cream at BR... Why choose a job that you know is going to require you to do embarassing things, every single day?)

Win and the whole world tries to leech off of you,
wimp and you wimp alone.

Fuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrk it's raining
and my shoulder hurts so bad it feels like my muscles are tearing apart
(or, turning into stone/ burning/ repeatedly beaten with ice blocks, etc....)

Why does time pass so friggin' slow these days?
I feel like I'm suffocating...

I want to go back to being a night person, dammit!

I want to read books and watch movies and meet friends.......
I want to go back to being a college student... ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ