borrrrred

I am bored.
I am bored out of my wits!

And I keep thinking (and rethinking) about quitting in the summer.

(But I already tried studying in the summer, and failed miserably. Am I sure I want to do it again?)
(And I need to make a living! I don't want to go back to living on allowances.. I'm freaking 23 years old! And I like this job better than tutoring or scoring essays. Way better.)

OR

Should I get myself into a grad school here, like my dad suggests,
just so I can 'have a place to stay' after my contract is over and before I get accepted to a school abroad?


I'm just bored. And disoriented.
I wish there was a textbook on "How to Live ---'s Life".
(But I wouldn't follow it anyway, since I abhor self-help books...)