얼굴 화끈거려서 더이상 못 쳐다보고 있겠다.
It's already been a long time since FB has turned into a torture device (with all of my friends getting engaged, married or having babies, or getting jobs in fancy companies, or travelling to cool places, or eating delicious foods),
but today, now, I really can't stand it anymore.
For now, I need to find a way to avoid seeing those two together,
cover my ears and eyes to anything related to them.
I just wish summer would come quickly... Then at least one of them would leave town, right?
I need to run away. I can't think of any other way to deal with this situation.
There will be a chance to explain later. Or, better yet, later everyone will forget what happened and there will be no need to explain.
And this time, I promise, I will NOT re-activate my FB account until the semester is over.
(I mean, I would get rid of the whole damn thing already, but for the years' worth of photos I uploaded...)
And then I will probably deactivate it again while I study for the bar exam. I should.
People who really need to contact me will find a way to do so.
(Hmm maybe I should also get rid of KaTalk during bar prep..)
God, give me the strength to soldier on in times like this. Please keep me away from anything that will provoke me, and prevent me from lashing out at people for the wrong reasons. Help me to manage my anger and channel it to productive activities (like studying and job hunting..). Help me not to lose faith and hope in humanity..
K랑 Y랑 내가 둘다 좋아하는 사람들인데.. 이렇게 끝이 나다니 정말 씁쓸하다.
Goodbye, 다시는 만나지 말자. Mutual friend가 수두룩 하니 어찌저찌 소식은 듣겠지.
예측인지 희망사항인지 모르겠지만 지금 생각으로는 너네 헤어진다.
Y가 ㅈ나게 상처받고 끝날 거 같아.
어쨌건, 우리 인연은 여기서 끝. 쫑. 안녕.
Wrapping up. Closing shop. Over and out.
It's already been a long time since FB has turned into a torture device (with all of my friends getting engaged, married or having babies, or getting jobs in fancy companies, or travelling to cool places, or eating delicious foods),
but today, now, I really can't stand it anymore.
For now, I need to find a way to avoid seeing those two together,
cover my ears and eyes to anything related to them.
I just wish summer would come quickly... Then at least one of them would leave town, right?
I need to run away. I can't think of any other way to deal with this situation.
There will be a chance to explain later. Or, better yet, later everyone will forget what happened and there will be no need to explain.
And this time, I promise, I will NOT re-activate my FB account until the semester is over.
(I mean, I would get rid of the whole damn thing already, but for the years' worth of photos I uploaded...)
And then I will probably deactivate it again while I study for the bar exam. I should.
People who really need to contact me will find a way to do so.
(Hmm maybe I should also get rid of KaTalk during bar prep..)
God, give me the strength to soldier on in times like this. Please keep me away from anything that will provoke me, and prevent me from lashing out at people for the wrong reasons. Help me to manage my anger and channel it to productive activities (like studying and job hunting..). Help me not to lose faith and hope in humanity..
K랑 Y랑 내가 둘다 좋아하는 사람들인데.. 이렇게 끝이 나다니 정말 씁쓸하다.
Goodbye, 다시는 만나지 말자. Mutual friend가 수두룩 하니 어찌저찌 소식은 듣겠지.
예측인지 희망사항인지 모르겠지만 지금 생각으로는 너네 헤어진다.
Y가 ㅈ나게 상처받고 끝날 거 같아.
어쨌건, 우리 인연은 여기서 끝. 쫑. 안녕.
Wrapping up. Closing shop. Over and out.
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